So I’m going to try my hand at photography… Well I’m not really going try. Since high-school I’ve been shooting B/W photography so now I’m think I should just get  the art work out there to the public. … I have close to 500+ images from high-school to now. And alot more since I’ve taken a photo course in college. The main reason I like BW photo is because I am slightly color blind.! As soon as I get some free time, I’ll make another photo-oriented layout and post some pictures!.  Wish me luck!

Ranting time? Oh @#$% yes. I know what my problem is: I’m too simple. I’m too nice. I’m too predicable. And people take advantage of that. They always have. They always will. I’m not griping about how the world is. I expect people to be humans, and I trust all human to lie and be cunningly deceitful. It just sucks that it is expected of me to ‘be good’. What for? So YOU can have YOUR thrills, and not worry about perfect me? Bull@#$%. People actually look at me and say “hey I can trust him (me) not to do *this*,” so in turn they do it and everything is supposed to be fine? I hate how humans think.

I try my best, do I get recognition? No. Am I seeking it? … I don’t know. Maybe a simple, “Thank you for not being like everyone else.” But no. Just a ” … I’ll do what you won’t … and I don’t have to worry about you, because you’re ‘perfect’.”

I think I want to start pissing people off like, for real. You don’t think I’ll do this? I did it. You don’t think I’ll do that? I did it. You feel safe with the ‘good guy’? … don’t get comfortable. I’m tired of thinking, “It’s not fair” or “This isn’t fair.” #$%@ that, I’ll make it fair. You don’t have to tell me what’s allowed. You ‘hit me’ I won’t necessarily hit you back … Just don’t expect me not to.  Take advantage of me because I’m nice, and it’s all fun and games and ‘justified’. But I do the same, and it’s not right?? People p*** me off with their hypocritical B@#$&*%** logic. AM I THE ONLY ONE WHO ACTUALLY TREATS PEOPLE THE WAY I WOULD LIKE TO BE TREATED? Don’t get me wrong, I am by NO MEANS perfect (I have plenty of faults and issues), I’m just, … too nice.

I feel sorry for the very next person who is going to royally pi … ‘push me over the edge’: for you will get the full, unfiltered, unrated, unrestrained angry-rage that I have held back from everyone, including myself.

Note:

This is something I wanted to get ‘OUT my HEAD’ not ‘OFF my CHEST’. So … It’s not really meant for any(‘one’) person. Just take it if it applies to you. (Not that I’m expecting it to be read, but if it is. … and you happen to be within my contacts list, … know you’re brushing shoulders with a (mad) man who’s been think these thoughts).

hOLY Fudge!. I hit (the) 100 friends on facebook (mark)? ?? Hmmmm – Thoughts: a) Crap, I hope I know all of y’all. b) HOLY CRAP, I wonder if all of y’all ‘know’ me??

… Scary scary. ..

“Did you know you befriended a crazy man?”

I wonder how many of these people will stay once they find out that I:

1) Still wear my Scooby-Doo Slippers

2) Claim my room as my ‘Command Center’

3) Will perform the ‘Carlton Dance‘* in said slippers when home alone.

*Note: 2hours or more and then it’s ‘Michael Jackson Dance‘ time

“Howdy Friend.”

Notes

*Bob is a loser. Who is Bob? Google, “This is Bob” – He’s the first smiling white guy …

True story, these are the birds that follow me around when I go out for a run … Too bad, I may look tired, run down and ready to quit,, but I always come home! Find another meal @#$%^&*&^%!!!

So recently when I have gone out running, I’ve had an audience. I find this weird because I don’t run to be seen (I run to be feared). I noticed this ‘audience’ while I was running to (or from, I don’t remember any more) school. It was hot, I was probably tired and, I did feel weak. Really weak. It is said that a vulture can spot dead prey a mile away before it drops. Sort of like an undertaker right? Well then, I wonder what it means to have a few of these circling me when I go running.  … Vultures, I was being circled by vultures. I think this helps to clarify how hard I push myself. The Vultures vs a Wolf. I wish these katts would … !!! I love turkey, and most recently I’ve tasted deer. They touch me and I’ll be in the mood for fried vulture. The following video shows actual vultures caught on video by my house. I wonder if it was one of these that was ominously circling me. Or maybe their cousin. Whoever it was should know, next time I’ll be quick to pull out my favorite knife and start skinnin’ and fryin’!